Jason collaborates with a housemate in creating poems for their girlfriends.

Jason's comments

The World can be cruel when the wind blows you down.
Left alone, nowhere to turn, people once there can’t be found.
Searching for the reality you though was yours for life
But turn around xxxxing there are people who care.
People who’ve been there since day one that truly care
About your well being, dilemmas, your mental state of mind,
Open your eyes, unlock your ears, in your heart please find
The realness in those around you
Those your instincts to date to challenge your impulse,
To test your sense toward those who don’t care.

Find the realness in your world and know that it will prevail
These are the people who will be down when all else fails.
So as you sit there assessing the hand that life dealt you
Know that I love you and care about the things you do.
Take heed in your next friend and avoid that which you’re prone
And know that the next time you feel lonely
That you are never
Alone.

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Anticipation's got my head swimming
wonderment of what's to come.
Feeling butterflies thoughts mesmerized
of the buildup of what we've done.
Extreme dreams forming reality
Stolen kisses reclaimed and found
whispers will be spoken words
Anticipation of me standing before you
Everything culmination in the moment at hand
Will you feel me? Will emotions dissolve?
These are the questions that I can't comprehend
I feel you is what I keep hearing you say
I wait anxiously for soon we will see each other again
That will end all anticipation.

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I woke up one day had a realization that I couldn’t believe
It didnt’ seem possible, albeit real it was hard to conceive
I flipped it around in my head knowing it couldn’t be what it seemed
So I chalked it up, tossed it out, and labeled it an extreme dream
But then the voice was hear, then the letter and soon I’ll see
The woman in my dream will be standing before me
I can’t blink my eyes, pinch my are, or slap myself to wake up
You’re invading my dream, suspended throughout my day
You’re taking over my hand as the letters float your way.
You’ve got my mind wrapped in nothing but thoughts of you
But until we meet standing still in time
I will continue to inhale you erasing any lines
Inhibitions, reticence, they shyness that won’t be seen
I’ll lay finding comfort in my extreme dream.

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Invitation

I cordially invite you to a weekend in the woods where you’ll find limited outside influence, peace of mind and friendly affection that will be both therapeutic as well as mind-freeing. In addition, there will be a star-watching vigil that is mandatory. Or else.

DATE: upon my release
LOCATION: surprise and secluded
RSVP: A.S.A.P. but I know you’re cool
(can you wait)

Shit is still dark and cloudy in the midst of this hell they call jail.
But with a little luck and help from you I will get the sunshine I need to get me through when all else fails.

You help a brotha maintain through his dramatic and unfortunate bullshit,
both elements of mental pleasure and visual stimuli.

You told me the world is mine and to share some of it with you, so I’m positioning my pen on a has-been piece of clean paper to distribute some to you.

Are you feeling me through the lines that form letters and words put together as thoughts?

You asked for this from me on more than one occasion. I’m opening myself up to you. No more need for persuasion. Buckle down, focus hard, release your mind and embrace this gift. No worries, no lies, no disillusions, sit tight as we shift to another level where our minds express our souls. On the page of each letter we begin to fill invisible holes, freezing ourselves as we soar to the highest gliding like birds.

Are you ready, Pumpkin, for all that you have asked?

Speak up now and just know it’s not too late. Time is running out as I wait for your response and the key to your soul which has the power to set us both free. “I wait!!”

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I sit alone and think of you hoping you can hear me
If I close my eyes before I sleep I can see you clearly
Even where I am now, where everything is dark
I can feel you here beside me tugging at my heart
Anxiously I wait to hear a precious work or two
Something to let me know you feel me as much as I feel you.
I take the blame and apologize for the nights that I’ve denied you
But this gives me time to love your mind before I lay beside you.
Let’s make love with pen and paper before I come inside you
I hope my words don’t sound too strong, but passion has no fear
Each breath I breathe is ecstasy that builds up through the year
There is no cure for what I feel
It’s just the pain that ails me
Modern medicine has failed me
And I know this is a lot to take but I mean each word sincerely
These hungry letters send with passion, hoping you can feel me

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Feel U

Whether it be your letter or picture
Or the fragrance you wear
From a distance I can feel you, there is no question that you care
I feel the depths of your loneliness, your passionate moans and groans
Tonight I appeal to your sense of patience
It won’t be long before I get home.
Do you hjave time for and honest man
From whom nothing but good can come?
Are you scared to face your destined fate,
Unsure of what is to come?
I have injected my soul into your body, infecting your inner parts
Seduced your mind until I find the secrets of your heart
From this day forth until the end.
Eternally I claim:
It’s impossible to love a woman until you’ve fucked her brain.

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My words will sound like promises
When whispered in your ear
If I guaranteed you ecstasy
Tell me can you wait a year
Give or take a coupla months?
Cuz I don’t know for sure
When the time will come and I’m released
Standing outside your door.
A while back I asked you to think of me
At night before you slept
I hope you kept your words to me.
I can’t control what happens now
But patiently I wait for you to send your heart to me
Inside these prison gates
Let me be your little secret
No one else can know
I’m sending you a piece of me
Hold on and don’t let go
Suspense is what makes things worthwhile
Brings depth to fantasies
Madness from the lack of contact breeds insanity
Reflecting on the future night
Erratic (or do you mean: “erotic”?) thoughts appear
But until then I’ll ride the wind
Sending whispers to your ear.

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Dreams
Think of me before you close your eyes
Allow me inside your heart
Let me lay in bed beside you
And keep you company in the dark
Try to use your mind to imagine me
Getting caught up in the midst
Don’t be afraid if I get brave
Reach out and steal a kiss
Just to see you’re your kiss tastes --
Temptations of the flesh –
But for now I will just dream.

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Tonight, though I sleep in solitude
My thoughts are filled with you
I wonder after this insanity
Do fantasies come true
Will my words communicate my wishes
These passionate slow kisses
Anticipated love embraces
As magical as this is
Explosive nights of love making
Each time a different lesson
The moon will guide my every stroke
I’m blessed by your expressions
Draped in sweat chest to chest
A climax to our frustration
This is the reward that we can both share
If only you are patient !! !!